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BEAUTIFUL SHOW IN SINGAPORE 2012 at 10:22 PM

2nd March 2012

So well, Beast arrival! Was at Max pavilion queuing and Shenee was still contemplating whether to go for their arrival and mama jamz somehow manage to nag at her until she go LOL. We went there pretty late like around 1+? When their flight was 145PM(? can't remember but yeah lol) but we manage to get a spot in some corner because the girl was alone(we legit thought she had a friend with her but when they were coming out she was like "oh you can stand here", so I went to squeeze in between the pillars ^__^;) Not long after desdes(she was this giant wearing her wedges o god) and yuannie came, their plane landed and fans started screaming, we were totally like "o right later luggage come out scream again" in which didn't happened lah LOL. So, when they were /really/ getting out of the arrival hall, ofc I flashed my board and which yoseob came out first and took a fan gift(cotton on plastic bag some more l o l), followed by junhyung hehehehe he looked over to our side probably cause of my board. And then dujun, which waved and posed for Shenee's polaroid! I got a shock cause he suddenly came near us then I looked over like "omg shenee!!!!" in which, I basically didn't notice the rest of the members l o l #life and thanks to siyuan who took fancam that made me realise junhyung /did/ look over at my board LOL. So yeap that's about it! Went back to Max pavilion to queue again~

3rd March 2012

BABAM! D-DAY! And probably the best day of my life TT

Had a hard time sleeping at Max pavilion cause some people were so loud they interrupted my sleep when I was able to sleep -__- and o god the floor was so hard it made my body ache the whole morning. But well, went home at around 10, bathed, changed and wrote my letter, back to Max pavilion again. So by the time I went back beast was already inside rehearsing and o god some of the fans were dying to hear the rehearsal when we're gonna watch the real thing in like few hours?? Anyway the rehearsal was pretty funny I was totally like "o god you hear junhyung anyhow rap onez" Missed him rehearsing his solo cause I went to buy food lmao but s'okay!! I got to see it live anyway hehehe. Before the concert my cough actually got worse probably because I didn't get enough sleep and water so on that day I was coughing non-stop so I had to keep drinking water, in which I kept going to the toilet lololol T___T Luckily for the queue, the organizers recognised our queue and really kudos to those girls in front of us who manage to do up that name list(Cause I'll probably won't have that patience to tell every single one of them to write their name and numbers down lol #lazy)

And so! We went in~ During the security check was pretty stupid lol cause fel passed me her stool to put at idk where, so I stood there like a blur for quite long then the security guard was like "over there!!" so I just put it on the table and wanted them to check my bag but no one called me over and quite a number of people were moving in so I was like "sua just chiong in!" So I basically ran all the way to the queue inside(nearly slipped and fall btw lol but i haz good ninja skillz so yeah ^^;;) Ngl I went to cut the group in front of me cause the rest of my group was in front lol so yup, managed to get the barricade at the main stage which I could see the extended stage too! But I was coughing so badly I nearly vomited plus I had no water throughout the whole concert I was totally "bless me!! ~__~" The concert only start at around 715 so basically we stood there for an hour lol. And o I stood on a stool and guess what? I'm only slightly taller than most of the people there. -__-

Anyway so the concert started with the intro video! Call me emotional but yeah I teared up watching it cause I was like "finally beast's concert ;~; HOWEVER I didn't cry ok!! So opening song was Special(ofc they would)!! It was really fun and during the one of the verses when junhyung was dancing, he looked at me and gave me the /brows/ look YEAH THAT JUNHYUNG BROWS LOOK LOL I died so badly inside but on the outside I'm just like ^__^ /waves to oppar and then rachel who was beside me was like "omg he look at you leh" LOL. And then there's dongwoon waving to Rachel too I had the same reaction she had for me but she had my reaction HAHA. So basically junhyung kept looking at me for the next two songs hehe but I was kinda worried for him cause he kinda had a 痛苦 expression for shock and soom TT but boy was still trying to hide it and keep looking over ^^♥ During the intro junhyung was so cute he was like "hello I'm junhyung~" TT cutest oppar tbh TT and then comes Bad girl DUN DUN DUN!!!!!! During the starting of bad girl, HE FREAKING LOOKED IN TO MY EYES AND SANG TO ME T__________T OPPARREUL SARANGHAEx891219 and infinity ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥!!!!! I didn't respond much until he turned away I totally put my head onto my hand which was resting on the barricades o god.. And then was Easy, Yet and Clenching a tight fist(?). Which is also the same same he keep looking over hehehe~ And then comes I knew it!! O GOD THAT STAGE WAS ONE OF THE BEST I REALLY LIKED IT T__T Even though it's slow song the dance goes really well with it and I was so glad that people that were there fanchanted! Boys looked happy hearing the fanchants!

JS solo!! I was helping des to take pictures but failed so badly CAUSE IT WAS SO HARD TO FOCUS or maybe I was too n00b in using DSLR lmao it was so heavy too!! TT Ok so after that was our first class joker junhyung's solo stage hehehehe GOD IT'S SO GREAT. OPPAR'S SINGING IS DA B2ST I LOVE HIM SINGING SADKS;A and he keeps coming over to our pen side and sing T__T and thanks to felfel and desdes(though yours got cut off BUT IT'S OKAY!!) for the fancams and in fel's fancam I can even hear myself singing and rapping along lmao so embarrassing dies. After that was 문이 닫히면 I love this song. I really do. And dujun was so handsome I swear he's really nation's boyfriend WHY IS HE NOT MY BIAS jk junhyung da cutest therefore I still love him 891219 more #cheese heheh and comes JS and gikwang's Let it snow~ tbh I was (again) busy helping des take pictures of hyunseung I didn't really take note of the performance surry kk and then Thanks to!! Junseob was cute TT and hehehe junhyung pointed at me while singing the "thank you and you", I was holding this paper writing 우리 더 고마워 below my board and yoseob was like reading it too!^^ And then was ment I can't really hear what were they talking cause everyone was screaming I only heard like what 여자친구blah blah blah so I supposed they were gonna pick a girl for you so the other members came out, went the extended stage, chose a girl from seated if I'm not wrong! So when the girl goes up dongwoon hugged her and gikwang invited her to sit and sing to her same for hyunseung. This time junhyung walking around in front of me and fel was like holding her polaroid cam so I was like, "hey maybe I can try ask him to take picture" so when he looked over I pointed at fel's cam and fel took it! The polaroid came out well and o god I love this guy T__T throughout the song he kept loitering around our pen and when the part they were singing "you you you you 너하나만생각해" part I was like pointing to him the you and he pointed back idk how many times T___T♥♥♥♥♥♥ and this guy damn cute after he rapped to the girl he looked over at me as if he wanna see my reaction but too bad I didn't have any cause I was smiling all the way lulz. I think I was really amused by hyunseung after that because he was really cycling around not even caring the girl lmaooooo

Next was Should I hug or not! SUPER CUTE STAGE FILLED WITH LOADS OF 2JUN(and kwang but he is irrelevant when my otp is together) Dujun and gikwang gave out roses this junhyung give out bouquet of roses!! He saw my 장미주세요 but he just smile and walk again wtf this guy TT and tbh I really pity to where ever he threw to the fans because I'm very sure they'll snatch until there's no roses left lololol and then comes Lightless unplugged ver. I was actually looking forward to them performing the normal version cause I REALLY LIKE THE ORIGINAL ONE SOBS. On rainy days and The fact, I was helping fel fancam dongwoon but I did move the camera to junhyung when it's his part but after the concert rachel told me junhyung was looking at me when I was fancamming dongwoon DIES SO BADLY DON'T WORRY I AM NOT BETRAYING YOU!! And then was Fiction! During when junhyung does his saranghaex5 I took out my paper saying 사랑해x891219 HAHAHAHA AND HE SAW HE JUST SMILED HEHE apparently gikwang saw too and laughed TT what even I'M EXPRESSING MY LOVE GIKWANG YOU NEED SOMEONE TO LOVE YOU X900330 TOO??? Ok back to the main point, next song was Freeze! Really fun song and o god junhyung squatting in front of me and looking over sighsssss TT Technically the concert "ended" BUT WE ALL KNOW THERE'S ENCORE C'MON WE'RE NOT THAT DUMB. So yeah they showed a video proceeded with encore!

Encore was fun because the boys was running around the entire stage and I'm glad that they were having fun during the concert TT even though during encore junhyung was mostly at extended stage but I was pretty cool with it lmao I was more than grateful for the things he did to me already hehee. During the encore dujun took Shenee's polaroid and selca I was like !!! but after that I looked at her she was like in pain, in which after the concert I realised some girls behind kept pushing and caused her to scratch herself cause of the barricades :|| Well, on another hand, hyunseung took our green hand! Hehehe happy!! That was the only thing he took for so long but o god that hand we used to massage self and fan ourselves while queuing for the concert.. Esp jamie jin HAHAHAHA And I was contemplating whether to throw up the pompoms then des was like just throw!! So I threw and successfully landed on extended stage! Dongwoon took them and did some cheerleading lmao I don't even!! Junhyung took some water gun and played around so cute TT and yoseob got shoot by the water gun from the fans lmaoooo and so the concert ended really well!! Tbh I don't remember much from the concert I had to take reference to the setlist in Shanghai cause my memory is really bad cept for everything junhyung LOL

Overall I'm really happy that the boys enjoyed the concert here!! Most of all junhyung looked genuinely happy here kkk I was still worrying he will not like here cause of his 痛苦 expressions at the start of the concert LOL I guess he was just out of breath HAHAHAHAHA Anyway, yup that's all for the concert! I passed my board to jamie to flash since she was in front at the backstage entrance area and I was too lazy to squeeze inside. My board present can alr LOL. So as usual, we went to hobo around after the concert and then go homez!

4th March 2012

Boys stayed in hotel I stayed at home yup that's about it!

5th March 2012

Thought that the boys will be leaving by normal way but end up they went by CIP so I went in after receiving the news that they're inside already. I tried to find them but couldn't so I kinda gave up and just waited outside their gate. So I was just sitting there and tweeting and scared that they were already on the plane cause the gate was opened and they're not even here even though the staff were all around me ~__~ I just kept waiting and I kinda gave up when it's like 3PM alr when their flight was 305PM. But one of the staff(manager actually) was still outside so I'm like "ok die also wait until this guy go in then I go out" so when I was about to tweet something, 3 buggy was driving towards here then I was like "o__O cannot be bah" cause I didn't really cared and was using my phone, only when the buggy stopped in front of me, I look up, god yoseob was like staring at me. Then I heard dongwoon said smth I can't remember lol. Ofc I got really nervous and didn't know what to do, but somehow I manage to think straight and walked to junhyung and called for him jfc he turned back and like bow to me T__T Wanted to pass him the gifts but I guessed it was too big so I didn't force him to take too. When they were going pass the security check I was already behind junhyung and securities was blocking so I passed my letter to jintaek to pass to junhyung TT the thing is, THE LETTER PROBABLY DON'T MAKE SENSE ESP THE PRESENTS PART OTL but o well I was shaking irl cause I was really close to them. Ok this is really irrelevant but I saw junhyung's phone had some notification with emoji but I didn't read it lololol his phone brightness is really high compared to mine HAHAHAHAH anyway yup 就这样眼睁睁的看着他们上飞机 ㅠㅠ I felt really sorry for my girls also because I didn't manage to pass their letters to them T__T SORRY!!! T___T

For the past few days I wanna thank those that came and queue with us even though you guys are not going for the concert ♥♥

To the boys, I'm really thankful for this great concert. Even though it's scripted(god all those lyrics and scripts on the tv U THINK WE NO SEE??) we all know that the fanservices are not scripted hehe and really hope that the boys won't think singapore fans as 사생 fans because of people van stalking. I could tell that yoseob wasn't exactly happy tbh especially when he's already not feeling well :/ But o well somehow SG fans won't learn to respect their privacy and even this fanboy meeting them in the toilet, obviously it's not a coincidence but why the fuck would you want to meet them in the toilet and you claim that you just came out from the cubicle when you're a guy lmao D00DE WERE U POOPING.

In conclusion this is one of the best concert I have ever attended and the best fanservice I have ever gotten from junhyung T__T HOW CAN I DROP FANDOM NOW YONG JUNHYUNG HOW.


hello once again?? at 2:38 AM

um... writing this to keep a memory of you you can skip it ^^

28th Dec 2011

So... Went over to stadium at around ummm 3~4PM?? Idek where the queue was so I just loitered around with rachel, which we ended up in burger king, and rui and lynn came~

Basically nothing much happened, we went around like a hobo around stadium lmao and went to get my boards + shenee's board~ Went back, hobo, hobo and hobo.

So, at night we decided to just join the queue opposite the stadium since we had no where to go, then after that we heard that soshi is rehearsing inside, I took my board and stool(l o l i know but hay it was useful) and went to wait at the carpark~ Heard them singing the english remixed version a little and saw a few seconds of the girls in that van which they normally use for live boardcasting's tv lmao. Waited for around ~15mins? The girls came out :)))

I saw Seohyun, Yuri, Yoona, Sooyoung and Sunny coming out and I didn't manage to spot taeyeon lmao TT but after that one van went off and I managed to see yuri, seohyun and yoona inside the van. And yoona was yawning o god SO CUTE kk and so after that i thought they were all gone but lynn is like a mama ask me just wait so I patiently waited in between the carpark gantry OTL I was the only one there some more cause lynn was at the carpark and rui went to pee -___- but but but!! that moment when everyone started screaming and running towards here I was like o yeah /flashes ze led board ~ AND THEN! The van turned in I couldn't even react to it TAEYEON WAS ALREADY WAVING TO ME ASDLJASLD T_____T AND THEN WHEN THE VAN STOPPED IN FRONT OF ME SHE STILL FACE ME AND WAVE WAVE WAVE THEN SHE TURN OTHER SIDE WAVE AND TURN BACK WAVE TO ME AGAIN KEKEKEKEKEK B2ST MOMENT OF MY LIFE I LEGIT WANTED TO ABANDON JUNHYUNG HAHAHAHAHA

but well ofc I didn't -__-

Received news about beast coming out from normal exit I was legit going -___- w/ezzzz sleepz. But didn't sleep much HAHA end up think about taeyeon more ^___^

29th November 2011

Next day security was tight tight tight! And we were still blur about where to queue, went around the stadium found a sign that's like for our pen but end up it's not there, move up to second floor lmao and then suddenly heard beast rehearsing I'm like what even, grabs board, goes down. Wanted to wait for beast and shun bian wait for shenee come lmao so when shenee came, we just stayed there and I was totally "if 10am they never come out confirm not going press con already" end up seeing sehoon and jiyoung go out totally know they confirm not going press con alr LOL. Most funny part was when sehoon and jiyoung came back we were kinda like mocking and judging sehoon then he "wae" us OTL DAMN FUNNY. And then the other funny one was snoop dog and that YB angmoh guy waving to us in the van HAHAHA

After emmamamama came, I went home bathed, change, nua-ed at home and then rush back to stadium. and then loitered around some more, worries for where we will stand, FINALLY we went inside... to queue again -___- I WANTED TO GO PEE AND THEN WHEN I REACH THE LEISURE PARK SHENEE CALLED ME I RUN BACK OTL OTL and inside the queue cannot pee some more lmao wtf TT then we got out white wrist tag i swear the woman scared i pass the tag to someone else or smth SHE PASTE UNTIL DAMN TIGHT PLEASE. OTL and then finally go in!!! wah I tell you I got a shock of my life where we standing at i swear. We were just right in front of where the artistes are sitting so I'm like ^___^ but the elfs behind us keeps going "omg they really sitting here meh?? not enough seats leh!!!" totally feel like asking them shut up lmao don't they know some people are gonna perform and not sit there?? -___-

After that some artistes came inside~ And when suju sat in front of us all the elfs were going cray lmao had awkward eye contact with them when they saw ze taeyeon board l o l. kkk and then ~MAMA started~ YB started performing first because they played instruments AND THEY SAND DDAENG DDAENG DDAENG I WAS LEGIT JAMMING TO THE SONG THERE KKKK and surprisingly at our side no one was jamming lmao. And then dongwoon and yoseob came up the artistes stage I was like lsajkdla o___o??? where's the rest??? and then doojoon and junhyung appeared on the screen I was legit o__O? and then they were saying ment with dynamic duo i'm like omfg asldkj RAISES BOARD EVEN THO OPPAR CAN'T SEE OTL

After that they went backstage, soshi came to the artistes stage and omg UNNIRS ARE FLAWLESS I SWEAR. taeng saw my board but she didn't do anything lmao TT yuri was sitting without any suju members blocking so she saw my board and she keeps staring <3 can't see taeng casue she too short + suju sitting in front -___- After that beast came up I was like "tamade" cause IDK which board to hold HAHA so i hold up both i think taeyeon saw and was judging me therefore no fanservice HAHAHA

Can't really remember what happened after that tbh HAHAHA but junhyung keep staring at my board when i flashed his board, and the rest of soshi keeps staring at the taeyeon board too HAHAHA. Doojoon was really naisu HE GAVE SUPER ALOT OF FANSERVICE TO SHENEE LOL. Best was still junhyung shaking his heads to me hehehehhehehehe and and well.. Gil waved to me HEHE CAUSE I WAS THE ONLY ONE CALLING OUT FOR HIM WHEN THE REST WAS CALLING FOR SSAM D HAHAH. But I was kinda surprised that Leessang won lmao thought simon d will win tbh but in any case.. YAY FOR LEESSANG HEHE

Oh oh and when soshi came out to perform I think i was damn funny lmao TT I shoved my board to shenee and then ran to main stage and started jumping and fanchanting for them. My throat was burning after that OTL BUT THE STAGE WAS SO GOOD IDC IF IT LOOKS/SOUND MESSY ON THE BROADCAST

ok obviously i can't remember shit from MAMA anymore ends here bye ^__^


Beast First Fanmeeting in Singapore at 7:42 PM

Well.. I'm writing this to remember what happened from 1st-2nd July.. )8 Call me delusional if you want but... yeah this is my POV anyway #opparstillhatesme !!

Basically nothing much happened on 1st July cept having fun with the girls + guirui :3 We went around Singapore (okay or rather orchard) finding gifts for the boys and back to hotel. Well it was pretty disappointing we didn't see them even though I expected that. -__-

2nd July 2011

Waited outside the hotel after checking out and got our LED boards~ Lol fuck this shit and skips to fanmeet. Everything sucks before the fanmeet.

So we arrived at Expo and went in while Jam and Lynn went to the back door to help us pass the gifts to the boys. So inside the Max Pavilion we were actually pretty near so it wasn't bad. Sat and wait and not long after Ah Ken came out told us to sing happy birthday song for Doojoon in Korean, English, Chinese and Malay then we were like "lolok what."

After that, he went back backstage and the intro video starts to play, everyone started screaming, including myself lmao T__T Nearly cried when they come out wtf. Opening song was Special, as expected lmao, followed by Soom. I was whoring my pink LED board out all the way until someone complains that we're blocking their view -___- W/e cause I caught Junhyung keeps looking at my board, I waved, he never wave back orz (HORRIBLE GUY S;ADK;SKD) So I used the board to cover my face instead but making sure Junhyung see my board ^____^ After that was interview, Doojoon's birthday celebration and the winners of the dance competition's dance. The cake was damn cute lmao it was soccer themed!! There's like figures of soccer players on the cake, the boys was so amused by it, Junhyung even tries to eat it -____- R U THAT HUNGRY

Then it was them performing Shock and Beautiful. I love Shock it was the remix version AKA EARGASM WITH YOSEOB'S STARTING. I DIED SO BADLY DURING BEAUTIFUL. Before Beautiful, Junhyung didn't give me fanservice AT ALL. He just keeps looking, even though I keep waving like some idiot ;A; Anyway, during Beautiful, the ending part where they can run all over the place, Junhyung pointed at me (or my board w/e)!!! That's not all. He pointed, I died, he point again, I die again, AND THEN HE KEEPS POINTING SADJS;LKSAD ;AAAA; OPPAR SARANGHAE T___T

Okay so after that games session! They played bowling with the fans l o l. Doojoon drew from the cup(?) and then Junhyung did. He got some Indonesia fan apparently, after that he steal glances at me to see how I react and I was like "no I'm just here chillin' feel like I'm healin' yo~" After Doojoon selected the fan and held her hands up to the stage I can totally see Junhyung stressed thinking whether should he hold the girl's hand up or not HAHAHA. After the game was On Rainy Days and Fiction. I swear Dongwoon's voice is awesum ;~; Performances ended, they went backstage, we chanted encore and "we want beast" which I was totally "...... ok..." and then there was this "Encore loading" shown on the screen, after loaded they came out singing Oasis, MY FAVOURITE SONG WEEEEPS. And then was I like you da b2st, Doojoon asked all of us to stand up, we end up all chiong to the stage, AND THEN I CAN'T FUCKING SEE ANYTHING OTHER THAN A FEW TIMES KNN AND ALL THOSE TALL PEOPLE USED ME AS AN ARMREST DIAF!!!!!!!! But hur even though I cannot see anything, I die also must show board, AND JUNHYUNG POINTED AT IT T___T IT WAS DAMN RANDOM CAUSE I CANNOT SEE ANYTHING AND THEN WHEN I FINALLY SEE SOMEONE, IT WAS JUNHYUNG IN FRONT OF ME POINTING AT MY PINK LED BOARD ;O; Ok and then I couldn't see anything again until VIU's ending... I saw Kwang's abs.............. yup. And then it ended. Like that. ;A;

Hi-5 Session

Before going in saw joonkun HE'S SO CUTE HAHA we greeted him then went in, I was fucking embarrassing inside fml. I showed my board and hi-5ed all of them... JUNHYUNG LAUGHED AT ME WHEN I HI-5 HIM. OMG HIS SMILE DIES DIES DIEESSSSSSSSS

And then we came out of the Max Pavilion, waited for them to come out, whored my LED board again hehe. Best part is, Lynn and Jam managed to pass the gifts to the boys and Kwang was seen holding one of them!!! :'DDDDDD And yup that's pretty much all ^____^ Last but not least, Beast's official photographer took picture of us 216546 times LMAO


Jay and Gina (And Taewoo) Fan account :'D at 5:57 PM

Aight time for fan account again l o l

26 September 2010
Firstly.. Jay's event. Happened to not go to school on thursday so went to airport. Wasn't a lot of people at first, so me and steph went to like popeyes to buy food first lmfao. When we went back still around the same. I stood at the piority taxi queue and got chased away by the airport staff ;A; So we went over to the barricades there and waited for the barricade to close then we stand there. We stood there happily until this bunch of CHIJ girls chiong-ed into our place and didn't even say sorry when she /obviously/ bumped into me. I thought neh mind don't care them. But the hale their fangirl-ing was so annoying. There's one girl who said "I WANT NICHKHUN AND WOOYOUNG!!" at the airport while waiting for jay I totally rolled my eyes even though I'm ok with 2pm but still, what if others heard it. you'll be totally anti-ed mang. After that Jay walked out with AOM, this bunch of girls totally pushed me down and daniel and andrew looked at me with the "???" face. Totally pissed off at that point of time and they didn't even fucking apologised even when I scolded them loudly. They even reached out their hands to touch Jay -_-

After that we went down to Marina Bay Sands, which we met up with Sharon, Des and friend(rofl idk her name ok). So, we stayed around and not lond after Sharon went off cause she can't go home too late D: Not long after she left, while we were walking around the hotel at tower 3 cause we saw the van, and des was like talking on the phone, I saw this bunch of people walking, then steph was like "eh eh jay jay" so we walked over rofllll. We walked with him and then idek why I dared to called out for him, he actually turn and kinda bow back to us. :'DD Then we just walk behind him and I stared at his AOM tattoo so perfect sobs. He went up van and I was like "BYE JAY" he turn back again so preshhh. Then in the van we were like keep waving and he did the v^____^v wave o m g. Ofc we waved back to him the same way :'DD So after he left, we went to eat rofll.

Around like evening, we went back hotel to wander around. The hotel security was like telling us he went to eat. We obvsly didn't believe him but went to the shopping mall go look for him. And thanks to steph's fangirls radar, we found him... in amarni exchange OTL We just like stood outside see him, take picture etc. Then he came out we just walk with him. Literally like jaywalkers rofl! Then on the escalator, we were like before Jay so we turnto him and did the v^_^v wave, he actually saw and did the wave back while trying to control his laughter hurrr.

24th September 2010
Next day went to Orchard paragon after lunch with mah squadmates. Met with steph first and then siyuan. Yeap we were nearly lost luckily we saw siyaun :'D they had ice cream at orange julius and I was just trying to write fan letter l o l. It failed but w/e I wrote a new one later anyway. So, we went walking around and then saw security guard talking to the orange julius staff say what unloading bay. Then I went to follow this security guard and he went into the carpark. So I went OIC CARPARK... I basically keep walking around carpark etc. to explore huhuhu. Not lond after that, when we were just standing there doing nothing, jay walk out with the security guards from the carpark lol so qt. Then we walked with him again into the M1 shop. Gave Daniel the fisherman's friends sweet that we bought too :'D

At first thought cannot go into the M1 shop, but end up can so we just went in and see see like that. Then interview etc, the host suddenly say what "Hand shake session with ALL the fans here" So we also don't care just go only. I was so damn awkward on stage that time. I totally "uhh jay can I have a hug?" SO EMBARASSING OTL but yup he did hugged me but I totally frozed there never like hug him back ;AAAA; After that we went eat again while siyuan left after eating ))8 We went back to MBS and hobo-ed there rofl. After like quite a long wait, he came out in suit. YES SUIT ;A; SO PERFECT. We walked with him again and he went into amarni exchange again l o l. The models posing at the window was so hilarious idek. :X We totally just stood there looking while he was inside. Then he came out to look at the models(lol) and fans were taking pictures all these, the security uncle was like "bu yao pai lah. it's his private event" then we were like "LOL WAYLT PRIVATE?". Stood there for quite long and he went again. I was having a stomachache so I wanted to go toilet or something, so yeah I went over to ask this cleaner uncle where's the toilet, he say turn behind then walk straight behind amarni exchange have already. So I turn behind, and holy shit, Jay with security guards and fans were walking towards me already. Totally lost at that point of time. But just went to follow Jay ;_; At the hotel already, I passed him him fan letter I wrote.. which then I found out it's the one that screwed up, I totally "OMG ER JAY WRONG LETTER" then he gave me the "what?" face with the letter on his hands, I kinda snatch back the letter and then he give me the pissed look lmfao. Then I hand him the new one, then he was like slight bow to me l o l. That pretty much ended the jay stalking for me since I already had plans on Saturday but was changed and I went to Malaysia over the weekends. ):

28 September 2010
Monday hotel stalking with Des failed, so we wanna try again. Left Chinese lesson since it was the last period and I don't take Chinese anymore, went home, change, bath headed out to meet steph. Reached there and Sharon was alone. We basically waited until 4+ and Des came also. Then we recieved news that Gina is in Singapore already totally ;A;. But we still stayed there until there's news that Jay left to airport already OTL. So we took taxi to like Raffles Place and Sharon went home while we find our way to Fullerton Bay Hotel. We were lost and got all kinds of news like, She's in One Fullerton/Fullerton/Fullerton Bay hotel w t f. After like much struggle, we found where was she. In Butter Factory rehearsing. Which was in One Fullerton, WHICH IS NOT A HOTEL OTL. Me and Des bought Donut for Gina on the way there and 7-11 gave free handphone charm, so we wanna give her that l o l. When she walked out we managed to pass to her and her "thank you~" was so damn cuteeeee.

After that we stayed outside the hotel looking at videos etc, and then went in hotel sit down and chill. The hotel was good they didn't chase us out.. Or at least didn't until she was about to come out rofl. I think it was Belle that saw her coming out so we ran through the hotel there when we could've ran one round to in front of her LOL. And steph was still in the toilet -_-. Luckily she came out and ran rofl. See her went up to Butter Factory again. )8 Stayed outside and hobo-ed but decided to go up see see. So me and steph went up. We thought Butter Factory was the other side and we don't dare go but end up it's the way that we nearly went oops. Stayed outside and listened to the song and went back down to hobo again. Heheh and then not long Taewoo and the other backup dancer came out and I called out taewoo even though he was on second floor. He cannot hear, call again, STILL CANNOT HEAR. Then we all was like "TAEWOOO!!" like quite angry like that then he heard and waved -____- so deaf. Then me and steph was like saying feel like taking a picture with him. Don't know want or not. Contemplated for damn long then we ran but see like nobody thought he went inside hotel already cause quite long already. Then there's this tourist asking for road direction. While explaining to them, steph's friend say he come out liao. I didn't hear, then steph wanted to pull me away, but I didn't finish explaining yet and I scared they lost so I explain finish, turn, see steph so far liao OTL. So I ran there, walk behind taewoo don't dare ask. Then I walked up to him and "jeogiyo.." AND HE DIDN'T HEAR UNTIL HE REALISED GOT PEOPLE BESIDE HIM OTL. I was like "picture..? :D" cause I forgot my korean at that time and he didn't understand so steph say in korean. He was like "oh.." then he walk with us to the place and steph's friend take picture for us. Then he took with taewoo also LOLOL. I FELT ACCOMPLISHED OK :'D And I managed to pass Gina fanletter too after that n___n

Next day went to Bugis after school. And OTL I forgot bring receipt. Luckily siyuan's friend recognises me and ask the guy that help her help me too n_n She sang Supa Solo and a small bit of IBOSYCL. But I can't see anything cause I'm short and we were pretty far behind. When I went up, just nice the stylist wanna make gina's hair so we stayed there for pretty long. And I asked her if she ate the donut yesterday she just laughed )8 don't know she got eat or not. And I show her the "To; Cynthia" the post-it she look and she laugh again WAEEEEEE. ;A; Fansign over, went to hotel for a while, left home. n_n


BEAST AND 4MINUTE IS THE B2ST at 6:38 PM

For memory sake, I'm writing this. :'D

So.. Friday was a school day, I bought mah clothes and board to school lmfao. Rushed to meet Steph after school with Rachel. Reached the place(Idek how to spell it ok so yeah -_-), stayed around while Steph went to eat, went to "chop" place cause I'm a kiasu singaporean. Apparently Siyuan, Des and friends went wrong place rofl. So then~ we recieved info that they left airport then we were like "lol ok they're coming".

Not long after siyuan, des and friends reached, they came. All the fangirls/boys ran there towards the van there. Me and Rachel were like "LOL ARE WE SUPPOSE TO RUN TOO?" and ofc we ran. Managed to grabbed on the barricade near where they're coming out. I was next to 4min van so ofc I didn't show mah yongshin board. I didn't notice the fanboys were near me until Sherwin said hi to me rofl. Oh, Kim sohyun is so fucking friendly and gorgeous she keep waving even posed for people taking picture. And yup~ she opened her curtains so I saw her lmfao. They went down from the van but went up again idek why. Saw Hyunah through the van's window standing talking to the cordi or something. Also saw jiyoon when she was going back up to the van. After that Beast came out. I.. saw Doojoon, Dongwoon and Hyunseung's backview and hair roflrofl. Ran back to where we stood just now and saw the live telecast(lol but true lmfao) of them going into the backstage area on the big screen.

Waited for like few minutes and Beast came out to rehearse first. O m f g they were so cute. They rehearsed Beast is the b2st, Mystery, Special and Bad girl(I think that's all can't remember D:) and stayed on stage for quite a long time talking through the mic/playing with fans. At first we(ok me and siyuan) were like finding for junhyung and I thought he dyed his hair back to red wtf in the end he was wearing a red beanie. Watched the rehearsal through Rachel's binoculars lmfao ilh ok so onz. We passed the binoculars around and it was kinda lulzy ngl. Yoseob was like "I'm hungry~" and someone from out group shouted back "I'm hungry too" and till now we still don't know who rofl. I remember yoseob said "SO /something/" I screamed back so beast kekeke. And whenever like junhyung raps or hyunseung sing I'll start screaming lol. Des was so qt she was screaming "OMG HIS HAIR" ofc she's talking about hyunseung's hair LOL. Oh and during Bad girl, at hyunseung's part it stopped and he was like "jyeoooooo~" damn cute. Junhyung was all ~acting cool~ of course he's da joker yo. HE'S SO FLY WEARING THAT FULL BLACK FRAME SPECS AND THAT RED/BLUE SHOES OMFG. I ALWAYS WANTED TO SEE HIM WEAR THAT IRL ESP THAT RED/BLUE SHOES. 8'DDD I LOVE RACHEL'S BINOCULARS IT MAKE US ABLE TO SEE SUCH THINGS OK 8D.

Next was 4minute~ When they came out like suddenly a lot of people screaming from our side. I turn see, all those chasing 4min one came over liao lmfao. Fanchant for 4minute was loud thanks to the fanboys. They rehearsed Hot issue and Muzik remix. I can't remember if they rehearsed HuH cause I have short-term memory. -_- Anyway, jihyun was so fuxxing gorgeous, flawless, perfect. :'D She was wearing this flowery dress so perfect idek. 4minute's rehearsal wasn't as long as Beast's but still awesome. Ran all the way to the barricade where can see them going up the van. But wtfery the van moved back. But still managed to see them. All of them. 8'DD Hyunah was like lying and waving to us while the van drove past us. So diva-like i like it~

So after we left, obvs those fanboys and girls that're chasing ran off and left with the same people again. Steph went into the seating area cause she got tickets from her friends, while the rest of us stayed there and like, stared at each other for quite a long time thinking what to do. We recieved some news that they're at Tanjong Pagar, so~ we thought they were gonna eat at Mana there LOL So.. we decided we need to leave that place, and walked to MRT. But siyuan needs the toilet so obvs she went in. Then we recieved another news they left there and went to Fullerton hotel to eat. So, Sharon, Siyuan and her friend(IDK HER NAME YET. ):) went home while the rest of us decided to.. go and eat lol. After like eating we went over to Fullerton, saw their vans and zhuang they all the van. So went over to talk to zhuang they all for awhile then went to where Beast and 4minute's van is parked at. Apparently des's friend know one of the security and talked to him, from him we know that they're having press conference at like 7 and it was like 4 or 5+ like that. So.. des and friend decided to go home. In the end only left with me and rachel LOL. We went back to the building where we ate just now, sat there rot until 6+. Wanted to go back to hotel but recieved sms from siyuan that they're having meet and greet and 8 which obvs was cockblocking me and rachel. We gave up and went back to the concert place. Manage to get a place at the barricade there but still fuxxing far from the stage sobs.

Got free balloons and coke from there \o// Took a white balloon for a very obvious reason keke. We stayed there until like the YOG thingy ended. They then made announcements to the medias, this is where I saw girls going in the guest area with the uncle's help, I quickly ask Rachel go there and we went in lol. Used mah ninja skillz and squeezed all the way to the barricade there. During 4min perfs I was seriously cockblocked by people in the vip area standing on the chairs. So.. I was the only one that screamed really hard at that area especially when jihyun sings. The girls in front of me keeps looking back and there's like irritating guys playing vuvuzela while 4min was performing wtf. Until like after 4min perform, some of the guys went off and less noisy. I was thick-skinned enough to ask the girls in front if I could stand on the chairs and they allowed :'DD IDK WHO ARE YOU GIRLS BUT THANKS ALOT 8'D.

After 4min was obviously beast. They showed the same intro video they showed during the Singapore showcase in June. And they came out performing Special if I remember correctly. I was like, holding mah yongshin board really high I guess he saw cause he pointed at my direction idek. Or probably I'm just delusional cries But lol rachel told me hyunseung keeps looking at our direction. Honestly, I think it's cause of our balloons lmfao. Our balloon's line was really long and flies high, so when we stood on the chairs, it was even higher rofl. Then there's interview~ When ask what's their favourite food, dongwoon answered Pepper Crab lmfaooooo. All the boys started laughing at him then doojoon replied kimchi soup roflll. The host even ask how they think about Singapore's girls. They replied "very beautiful~ very cute~ very sexyy~~" DAMN FUNNY OK. Before the last performance, doojoon did the eberyday i shockue again like how he did during open concert. SO QT OK. And yeah they performed Shock keke. After they ended, we went off too LOL. And yeah that's it. Best thing is, I didn't get scolded by parents ^___^v

Labels: 4minute, beast is the b2st, come back to sg you gaiz, crying and shaking

BITCHES BEAST IS THE B2ST at 3:45 PM

Last four days, was probably one of the best days throughout my life. :'D Boys were really great at fanservice kkkk~

22nd June 2010,

Sharon and Siyuan came over to my house and made fanboards. It was kinda last minute rofl. Me and siyuan was wrecking our brains on writing on. After surfing like few kfansites, sy made a 용용죽겠지 board while I made a 용신 board. It was amazing idek. Sharon just made a small doojoon's board roflrofl.

Anyway, we made our way down to airport after that. Sat at yakun, worried about the barricades not there yet all these. And then sy asked sharon to go on bestiz to check on what they're wearing today ROFL. Their flight apparently got delayed. There were medias taking video of the fans and they took me and sy's board OTL totally embarassed ok. And then.. JIYONG CAME OUT WTF SIYUAN HITTED ME REALLY HARD WHEN HE CAME OUT OMG. Yup and the beast boys came out keke~

First was Dongwoon, damn tall. Followed by yoseob, hyunseung, doojoon, junhyung and kikwang. So.. that was the day the staring of hyunseung to me starts. We had eye-contact for idek, more than 3 sec. He just stare wtf. And then junhyung waved towards us and put his head down while walking pass us. Yoseob waved to us too keke~

All rushed to their bus to catch a glimpse of them again. I /obviously/ failed cause of my height OTL. After that, on the bus back home, Aloysius gave me his hi5 session ticket cause he don't want to go, ._. (Rich guy is rich ikr.) in which I really really want to thank him. :D

23rd June 2010,

I went there kinda late actually. Around 240PM? Met up with Su en and Keanna and her cousin. There was a "supposedly" queue number started by the b2stsg people? But it was not used cause the officials said there's no official queue before 3PM. So, ok still all good cause at least I wasn't more behind lol. /gets shoot

Waited for super long. Brought maths homework there to do, but.. forgot to bring calculator. I'm genius ok. Ok let's skip what happened during th wait aight. Not like anybody's interested rofl.

Beast boys came out and sang SHOCK~ But srsly I can't hear anything cause of the fan screams. Anyway, thanks to my height again, I can't really see them, so I held my fanboard reaaaaaallyyyyy high up. Junhyung saw, he just stare at my board rofl. Hyunseung just keep staring ok. And oh yeah, Keanna and Su en was the lucky few who got to take picture with Beast on stage ;_; Cockblock of my life. So when Keanna went put, she took her whole bag and her cousin's ticket was inside too. So we waited them to come back to pass the ticket back. While waiting I just held my board high and staring at jiyong. I was scared to call out for him, so I just stare. He caught me staring for 54657 times he just smile to me rofl such qt. Yeah and then we became one the last few ^___^

When I went up, Yoseob was the first. Greeted me with a wide smile and hifived. Then was Hyunseung I think. He looked at my board and hifived me rofl. Ya with the same stare. And then Kikwang, he put his two hands up. But I was holding my fanboard, so I decided to play with him rofl. I purposely miss the hifive two times and finally hifived togther. He was like thankyou~ with the ^___^ face. Junhyung beside him was staring at me. Think cause I was there quite long and most of all, I'm holding his board rofl. Finally junhyung. He was totally "YO WASSUP Y'ALL" kinda hifive it's so qt idek. Our hands was together for the longest, compared to the other members lol. And then Doojoon. We hifived and he was like yeah~ And last was Dongwoon HE'S SUCH QT. He saw my board too rofl. Hifived and he said thankyou~ in a really rally cute way. Stayed for my friend who went the second round asdhosaid /kills. Anyway, the ending was cute omg. I waved to Dongwoon think he saw or something, and he waved back rofl. After that I rushed home cause of curfew sobs. Ya the curfew was set cause of the airport. I went home at 1AM+ ;A;

24th June 2010,

Bus-ed down to Mediacorp. Reached there around 9+ ;~; Cause idek where me and sy was suppose to meet. I missed loads of bus wait for her reply. Met with Pearl and Jeremy at the entrance there, went in togetherto find the people who queued overnight. They're awesome ok I love them. ♥; So there was queue number again, for the first 250 people who queued overnight. Me and sy was so damn lucky, they actually didn't allow us to have queue number cause we came late. But after the 250 people, we managed to get the queue number. ;A; And they asked us to leave and come back by 4. I was supposed to go to school actually, but that day I was really gg-fied. Coughing non-stop. So I decided not to go ^_^. No joke ok. I wore my class tee there and brought my school skirt there wtf. Then we went different places rofl. To J8 to brunch, and Thomson Plaza to eat ice cream lol. Went back around 3+? Rotted there ok. Slept, walked around, used internet there. Totally boring, and hot. Finally they started arranging us to queue to move in. Waited at least half an hour before it really moved lol. And fianlly, we went in keke~

While going down the theater our boys made so much noise the security guard was like "Keep quiet!" rofl~ And then moving in our seats. I was like "lemme get a good seat at least ;~;" and o m g. I was on the second row of the fixed chairs, right beside the stairs, kinda middle's sit! I thought I would like, sit with other people cause my number was 286, but I was lucky~ keke~ They played the MVs etc, then finally, some intro video played, and they came out singing Beast is the B2ST! ajdpsajdp And MANAGER JIYONG STOOD BESIDE ME AND TAKING VIDEO FFF. I STARTED HITTING SIYUAN AND SHE GOT DISTRACTED LOL. Anyway, later they intro-ed themselves all these rofl. During the interview I was waving rofl, and Hyunseung saw me and the board, he waved back to me and pointed toward junhyung. FUCK THAT MOMENT I SWEAR I DIED OK. I can't really remember the sequence of the whole showcase but there some really cute moments me and Junhyung had(Ok siyuan you too). During Easy/Say no, I can't remember, I waved to junhyung cause he was at our side, and fuck he gave a secretly small wave back, like just acknowledging me ok ;AAAAAA; And I died again at that moment, he gave a smirk ok wtfff so dao but so cute. During the interview too, we wave and he waved back again, to our direction again. :'D During Oasis, I was cockblocked 1000000000x. Luckily Junhyung didn't even touch the girl at all. :'D While hyunseung and yoseob keep touching. ;A;

Then there was a break rofl. The played 4Minute's HUH fffff I swear jihyun is flawless, stunning, and totally gorgeous. :'D Anyway, after that, they came out and performed again. :D When Junhyung was rapping, I did one of his movement that he didn't do, I think he saw or something, cause after that, he followed me do it. xD And then the showcase ended.. But there's.. ENCORE! They performed Shock and Bad girl(I think? Can't remember) After that was the filming of EO5 lol. After interviewing Kit Chen and her director and actor, Beast came out again to be interviewed and perform. :'D They're amazing idek;;;;

25th June 2010,

Went out of house at like 550AM, caught the train together with Rachel. Met up with the ssf boys who stayed overnight. They're so great too ♥ And oh yeah, Siyuan made me so worried for her the whole day cause her parents grounded her and threw he keys away. Gurl I was telling the guys who sold their albums away already to queue and sign for you ok. The queue that day was so messed up we don't even know what's happening. When we're following the queue number we wrote in, and the people was trying to get everyone organise, the official, at 3PM was like, "THE OFFICIAL QUEUE STARTS HERE!" pointing to the other side of the road. Everyone started running. Aloysius and twinkle totally jumped over and ran there. I was like, lost lol. I went all the way behind, trying to find our people. Then I decided to just get in the queue first then call them lol. And wtf our group were the ones right in front. No wonder I don't see them lol. Called siyuan again to tell her we can help her get the album signed since we've got extra albums. But she said she's coming, I was like omfg serious. And she joined us. :'D

Got bored again, then I decided that I'll write fan letters lol. I gave up writing in Korean after writing to Junhyun's one, which was 90% Korean. Dying. Don't even know if he'll understand ok. It's so broken idek.

Ok they moved us up to the garden there. Wait again, then they finally arrived. There were some guys in front of me keep selca-ing and they were damn tall. Cockblocking me totally. Then I moved towards the right. And I think Junhyung saw the board. But he just stare, as usual. They took picture with fans again, sang birthday song, interview again. During the interview damn funny. Hyunseung looked at me and siyuan's boards side by side, he go tell kikwang, kwang laugh, tell doojoon, doojoon looked over and laugh also, go all the way to junhyung there tell him. He gave the amused face SO PRESH OMF. WE TOTALLY DIED OK OMF. That was the most epic moment everrrrr. Then start signing, went up, first was Yoseob. Sign, look at my board and smiled to me. Doojoon was next, his eyes was damn big omg. Look at board again, smile. Then was Hyunseung, he signed finish, look at me, I /obviously/ was looking at him too. We stare at each other for like 5sec lol. Then I broke the awkwardness by saying thanks in Korean, then he finally smiled at me :'DDDD. Next on line was Dongwoon, he was sooooo cute, signed and said thank you~ again. Then Kikwang, his makeup is no joke. That time hi5 session didn't see clearly but this time woah. (Y) ok. Then Junhyung, my heart started to beat damn fast, I walked damn slowly to his side. He saw me already I guess, he just took the album sign really slowly, then he look up to me and smile(Okay not really. But smirk). :'D Then they push me away. wtf. And that's it. Yeah end of fan acc. ;A;

At subway, we were looking at the fancams all these rofl. And omg, there's someone who left behind the poster. The subway aunty is like "What is this ah?" Then I was like "OMG GIVE ME I WANTTTTTT" Loudly. Ofc I got it. Whoever who left the poster there, lol thanks. xD

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